Scare tactics: a quick quiz

It was denounced as a social­ist pro­gram that would com­pete with pri­vate insur­ers and add to Americans’ tax bur­den so as to kill jobs. One Republican rep­re­sen­ta­tive pre­dicted that “Americans would come to feel “the lash of the dic­ta­tor”. Another Republican rep­re­sen­ta­tive said, “Never in the his­tory of the world has any mea­sure been brought here so insid­i­ously designed as to pre­vent busi­ness recov­ery, to enslave workers.” A Republican sen­a­tor declared that it would “end the progress of a great country.”


The AMA called it a step towards nation­al­ized med­i­cine which still would not pro­tect the need­i­est, said it was a cruel hoax and a delu­sion. One Miami doc­tor said, “it waste­fully cov­ers mil­lions who do not need it. It heart­lessly ignores mil­lions who do need cov­er­age. It is not true insur­ance. It will cre­ate an enor­mous and unpre­dictable bur­den on every work­ing tax­payer. It offers sharply lim­ited benefits.

It will under­cut and destroy the whole­some growth of pri­vate vol­un­tary insur­ance and pre­pay­ment health programs… which offer flex­i­ble ben­e­fits in the full range of indi­vid­ual needs.”

The WSJ edi­to­r­ial page pre­dicted that the leg­is­la­tion will lead to “dete­ri­o­rat­ing ser­vice.” Business groups warned that Washington bureau­crats will invade “the pri­vacy of  the exam­i­na­tion room,” that we are on the road to rationed care and that patients will lose the “free­dom to choose their own doctor.”

The head of the AMA said that “a dete­ri­o­ra­tion in the qual­ity of care is inescapable.” The pres­i­dent of the Association of American Physicians and Surgeons went fur­ther and sug­gested that for doc­tors to coop­er­ate with Medicare would be ”com­plic­ity in evil.”

So what are these these quotes refer­ring to? A rea­son­able guess might be the health care bill(s), given how famil­iar they sound if you’ve been fol­low­ing the debate at all. But they actu­ally refer to two dif­fer­ent pro­grams, ones that you prob­a­bly believe are essen­tial to all Americans.

More on TinderBox

So I took a day to try and learn more about TinderBox. I still don’t grok it, but it’s still work­ing bet­ter for me now. When mak­ing notes, I still turn to iOr­ga­nize, which I’ve been using for many years, but I really want to be able to link notes, not just group them the way iOr­ga­nize does.

There are a num­ber of (in the­ory) small changes that would make it far more use­able, and I wish I knew how to dis­cuss it ratio­nally with the author (whom I know). But oh well. I guess I’m stuck with what I’ve got.

Putting feelings in a box can sometimes help

Starting more than a year ago, I started putting a lot of my feel­ings in a box. Not all of them, to be sure, but pri­mar­ily the neg­a­tive ones. And not con­sciously, but out of necessity.

For roughly three years before he died last February, my father had been falling into Parkinson’s-related demen­tia. The hard­est part was not los­ing him grad­u­ally, nor even the dis­tress he felt over his slip­ping men­tal fac­ul­ties, but that my mother, now 81, was his pri­mary care­taker. It was incred­i­bly hard for her, both prac­ti­cally and emo­tion­ally, and I became one of her pri­mary emo­tional supports.

This meant that I had to be able to put her first when she called me in hys­ter­ics over the lat­est thing my father had said or did. In order to do that I had to stop let­ting my usual feel­ings — pri­mar­ily neg­a­tive ones about myself and my life — get in the way. So how I han­dled it — as I said, uncon­sciously — was to put them in a box. Basically stop feel­ing them.

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Part of today's agenda

Trying to learn TinderBox which “is a per­sonal con­tent assis­tant that helps you visu­al­ize, ana­lyze, and share your notes.” It’s very pow­er­ful, but intim­i­dat­ing as all get out. And I’m some­one who almost never gets intim­i­dated new soft­ware, at least on the Mac. Blender made my eyes glaze over, for exam­ple, although maybe if I had been doing 3D ani­ma­tion for years it would have felt comfortable.

Mark Bernstein, the author of TinderBox, is a casual friend and, while like­able, is  not some­one one can offer sug­ges­tions to, much less crit­i­cize in any way. Which is a shame, because I’m sure I could offer some con­struc­tive criticism.

At any rate, I need a bet­ter way to orga­nize my volu­mi­nous notes which are cur­rently mostly stored in iOr­ga­nize, which I highly rec­om­mend unless you wind up with Too Many Notes That Are Not Organized. iOr­ga­nize is a prod­uct I might well have writ­ten, and I wish I had it on my iPhone, since I absolutely hate the Notepad there. So, alas, Tinderbox it is.

Someday we’ll look back on this and it will all seem funny.”

Another small emergency

One of the “fun” things about cre­at­ing and main­tain­ing edu­ca­tional web­sites is that emer­gen­cies have to be dealt with now. I man­aged to break a cou­ple of things in the math pub­lisher soft­ware men­tioned yes­ter­day, so when Larry was show­ing his stu­dents some­thing about the blog, it didn’t work, throw­ing up annoy­ing PHP mes­sages. Fortunately, it was eas­ily fixed, but Larry had to impro­vise in class while I fixed it. (And, of course, he’s more or less unreach­able while teach­ing, so I’m hop­ing that he knows that it’s fixed.)

I fell into doing edu­ca­tional soft­ware and sites because of Larry, and that was mostly a Good Thing, since it allowed me to feel like I was doing some pro bono work for a good cause. I still have hopes that things that I’ve done for Larry alone — like the blogs — will make me some money down the road, since his suc­cess with what I’ve cre­ated is a great sell­ing point, but then again I just can’t say no to Larry, so I do it even if the money is a pipe-dream.

One of my many obligations

I main­tain a blog for Larry’s stu­dents, which means mak­ing sure that the plu­g­ins that he uses work. Since he teaches math, that means mak­ing sure that wpmath­pub­lisher, the math plu­gin works. Only occa­sion­ally it stops working.

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The problem with starting a blog...

…is that there is so much back­story. The reader doesn’t know the char­ac­ters, the major events of the past, or what’s going on now. So every time I thought about start­ing a blog, I became par­a­lyzed by how I would write about any­thing that wasn’t self-contained.

Well, screw it. If I keep let­ting that get in the way, I’ll never start. So I have and you’ll just have to dis­en­tan­gle the threads as I go. Hopefully I’ll be inter­est­ing enough to make that worthwhile.

The evolv­ing cat­e­gories are at the top of the page, so pick one of inter­est. I’m sure the look of things will change as I con­tinue to con­fig­ure this.